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The you have any headcanon about Perrine and The Croon?
Perrine has an affinity for skulls because of The Croon, and they’re mainly the reason why she likes to collect them
The Croon refers to her as “calf”
Perrine sometimes catches glimpses of a tall figure out of her window at night, standing among the distant trees, hidden by just enough shadow to make her wonder if she’s just seeing things
The Croon gifts her skulls, bones, and small dead animals
When people say The Croon is evil, she’s the first to jump to its defense
However, Perrine does have a healthy dose of fear for The Croon
She doesn’t know why this is
But there’s always a level of wariness she feels towards it
There was this one night…
It was cold. The wind was blowing. Branches brushing against the cottage were like clawing fingers on the walls, desperate to get inside.
Perrine woke up.
Or maybe she had never fallen asleep in the first place.
She couldn’t remember.
It didn’t matter.
She got up from her bed.
All around her, the moonlight bleeding in through her window pooled ghoulishly into the empty black eyes of her animal skulls.
It felt like they were all watching her.
At first, she had gotten up to get a glass of water. Her mouth was dry, and the space behind her eyes was uncomfortably warm. But at the same time, she was covered in goosebumps.
But then, she found herself drawn outside.
Grass crunched under bare feet.
She didn’t even flinch from the cold.
Like she was in some kind of trance, she found herself delving into the woods.
And then, she saw it.
The towering beast of feathers and bone. It stood among the trees, nearly obscured by darkness.
The Croon.
She was scared.
She wasn’t sure why she was scared. She based her whole image around this beast, after all. She wore the moose mask because of it.
And yet…she trembled.
And then, she spoke.
“What’s the point of you?”
She asked it without thinking. It was a question that had been brewing in her head for ages.
“I mean…you embody and represent chaos…”
The Croon tilted their head for a moment, as if considering the question. The quiet night air was tense.
“Chaos…is beautiful and destructive. It’s everywhere, and it’s all-consuming. It doesn’t need any apparent purpose. It merely is. It destroys and makes and changes…over and over again. That is what I represent. Change is necessary. Everything must die, and from the destruction, something new is born. After a wildfire, flowers will bloom from the ashes.”
“But people like the flowers. Not the fire.”
“Perhaps. But they need the fire. They need the chaos and the change. Even if it destroys them. There is no new life without death, and there is no death without chaos.”
“But, you still destroy things. Why can’t you have something new without destruction? Why change?”
“Destruction..is just part of the cycle. It’s a part of change. There is beauty in decay. Death and destruction can be…art. The changing of the seasons, the wilting of flowers, the withering fall leaves… Even the most positive change is destruction for something else. Destruction and chaos are required for rebirth, for evolution. Because of change, everything is different, and everything is unique. There are no two things that are exactly the same, down to the last detail.”
“My friend, Cole, lost their parents in a horrible way. Is that supposed to be beautiful? Or necessary?”
“…Perhaps not. Not all destruction is beautiful or necessary. But not all death is cruel or senseless either. After all…without death, would you appreciate life at all? When an animal dies, and it decomposes, the earth gains the nutrients it gives to grow new flowers and new grass. New life. Even a death as horrible and cruel as that can still give new life to the plants and earth around it. It is the same with humans. A death, even a cruel and horrible one, can lead to new life for the remaining family or loved ones…or to the end of a destructive, hurtful cycle.”
“Cole has suffered since their parents’ death. There was no hurtful cycle to break! It’s not fair!”
“Death isn’t fair.”
Its voice had dropped to a low, almost guttural growl that shook her to the bones. But its empty eye sockets still held an eerie sense of calm.
“Life…isn’t fair. People die. Families are torn apart, homes and villages are destroyed. It’s the nature of the world. It’s a necessary evil.”
“…I don’t want to be a necessary evil.”
#ask#it’s easier to make headcanons for the kids#because i STILL don’t know if the harkers are alive and active entities in the world#or if they’re figures from the past that have died#we also have No Idea how they act#but to me#and this is just speculation and headcanon and not canon at all#they seem like this silent watching figure with an air of eeriness about them#watch them end up being the friendliest lmao#i don’t think they’re evil or anything#chaos doesn’t automatically mean evil#but i do think they’re morally grey i guess? or just a neutral figure#neither bad nor good#just necessary#that’s my little spiel#also sorry for the lack of hcs! aside from that long Thing#again it’s hard to come up with stuff when i don’t know what’s canon#yaelokre#meadowlark#the lark#yaelokre headcanons#perrine#perrine yaelokre#the croon
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Yet another ink drawing to add to my collection waaahah! Fought for my life on this one... Everything just kept going wrong!! His helmet is still so hard to draw but each time I get closer and closer!
Juuru looking much more simple in comparison...
Not bad though!!
#super sentai#ink drawing#kiramager#mashin sentai kiramager#fan art#kiramai red#went on a longer than necessary rant today about how i love how attainable Juuru's level of drawing is for young/beginner artists watching#especially in the early eps#i love it so much. good choice kiramager.#i could see myself being able to draw like that at his age and how encouraging that would be for the youngsters in the audience#but......... his... HELMET. IS SO HARD. TO DRAWWWWW#WHYYYYGHGGHHHHHH#If you have an easy time drawing it come laugh at me i wanna know aksdfjalwek#Even my 'I can draw anything!!!11!1' attitude is no match for the kiramager costuming department it seems....#i feel determined to best this challenge i think lakfjalekf#nothing in the show with the little drawing guy is easy to draw lmao#there's an irony in that#i still like looking at this one though eehehe. good job me!#yeah!! positivity!!!!
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what is his deal ???
#p4g#persona#art tag#unfortunately i have no new meme material as i havent played in months#still stuck at the end of may i think#but like... i have so little motivation to play#persona writing and mystery solving doesnt really mesh well lmao#idk maybe this guy is nothing but like#i laughed so damn hard when he said that line#like who do you think you are mate a velvet room attendant??#also the fact that the game tells you to solve a mystery so im paying extra attention to everything#only to find bits of writing REALLY stupid#like it's trying too hard to throw you a red herring or sth#i cant just sit back and watch the characters solve the mystery if they're being so blatantly stupid about it#i have half a mind to draw out all the bit i hate#like why tf did this guy have a voiced intro when this is clearly an old game where they probs only did the necessary stuff#it's probs unfair that im reading the meta as well but like... it's just right in my face i cant ignore it!!#anyway my yu has to take matters into his own hands#but can he even trust himself??? WHAT IF IT'S ME#lmao ded anyway idk guys guess i just have to play it out
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If fucking roblox can have wheelchairs your AAA or indie game can too
#wrenfea.exe#i dont play roblox so idk if its an offical roblox avatar item or not#i was watching a stream and spotted someone using a wheelchair on their avatar and playing like everyone else#sure some animations may be messed up but that happens regardless#bc roblox is made up of a bunch of different things made by different people#im tired of people complaining about wheelchairs being too hard and then adding 500 fully animated avatar items that aren't necessary#like the bar is so low rn#wheelchair#chronic disability#chronic pain#spoonie#disability#chronic illness#indie gaming#indie games#game developer#game development#aaa games
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with all the attention the uramichi arts are getting i really wish that I had the language skills to translate the drama cd for you all T_T I really love this animanga a lot and seeing enthusiasm for it makes me really happy.....
#nisi talks tag#life lessons with uramichi oniisan#OR A NEW SEASON#I WOULD TAKE THAT TOO#i just lvoe the voice cast (japanese) so much too#ive already rewatched it this year but i wanna watch it again LMAO#im slowly reading the manga in japanese but since its for adults#the kanji have no kana explanation like shonen or shoujo series have#and i just dont know all the necessary kanji yet asdhalsefl so its hard
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Shortly after Madoka Magica released (to great success), everyone started trying to make the next big "magical girl misery" anime. I think the reason those ones didn't really take off is because they missed the point of Madoka: the love of others and self-sacrifice is center stage, and we only really feel bad for the characters of Madoka Magica because we see them happy.
Madoka Magica isn't just a misery fest; Mami's death matters because we understand Mami's dreams and struggles, Sayaka becoming Oktavia is impactful because we see her downfall that isn't her fault (or anyone's for that matter). Madoka (and to a secondary extent, Homura) never give up hope or trying.
Madoka isn't constantly victimised and abused (unlike some over-the-top edgy magical girl animes I know) she's in tragic circumstances and still tries her best; still WANTS the best for the world around her.
Making something sad isn't about how much we see a character suffer and struggle; it's about making the struggles and suffering they go through impactful through their story. Wants, relationships, traits, and flaws... That's what makes a character's pain painful for an audience.
#mahou shoujo madoka magica#madoka magica#puella magi madoka magica#magical girl#madoka kaname#pmmm homura#pmmm madoka#homura akemi#pmmm sayaka#sayaka miki#mami tomoe#mami pmmm#I like “edgy” media in the sense I like media that makes me truly feel for the pains of the characters#a non-stop torture fest feels so cheap and disengenuine to me#it's hard to find good media that balances “misery” and “lightness”#filler and downtime is necessary to making an audience connect with characters#I don't (just) mean “beach episodes” but general moments of calm between painful circumstances#this applies everything that tries to be “dark”#watching a character suffers only really feels bad when they get time to be a character and have joy in their life#this is kinda a rant but I'm sick of mindless edgefests and people (producers + consumers) entirely missing the point of effective misery#I made a typo in one of the tags but it's far to late to fix#wyfy's meltdowns#I have a lot of thoughts about writing dark subject matter and misery but I'll post about that another time (maybe)#pmmm
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just when i thought jayce couldn't get any more peak he instantly and wholly surrenders to viktor on the rooftop when he realizes he is in the very spot where he is destined to fail. and then mind meld psychosex partners "in every timeline" happens. love wins YIPPEE
#GOD...#i almost can't believe it#jayce haters apologize RIGHT NOW#watching the live reaction whiplash between act 1 “wow jayce cares for viktor after all” and act 2 “I HATE JAYCE AGAIN”#was the funniest shit ever im so glad i got to be here for this#jayce stays winning#microwaving popcorn all day now that act 3 is out#you WILL feel ashamed of your words and deeds#but admittedly despite seeing where they were going i refused to hold out hope for a satisfying conclusion#bc i feared the writers would fumble their final confrontation dialogue so hard#better to be cynical and pleasantly surprised#well. colour me surprised. Pleasantly#AND they did the one-handed choking thing Twice???#was that fucking necessary??? NO#and the hexclaw edging. and the. and the everything#the most fanfiction ass fight scene of all time#which one of the writers is the freak responsible. i am sending chocolates and flowers#quail ramble#arcane#arcane spoilers#spoilers
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ouh... mm unicorn fabby?? ouh... and um? earth pony solaris? 🥺? and erm um maybe even dragon zor? hello can anyone hear me hello
#forced my family to watch the m.lp movie for movie night tonight. jokes on them though they liked it. yay#side note they're taking it off of net.flix soon so watch it now if you want to#anyways this is a thought that i had for a while but watching the movie reminded me of it#fabby and solaris are NOT those ponies for rari.jack reasons. i mean like yeah they are. but also they're just coded that way#i GUESS i could see solaris as a unicorn for the flight/space motif but. one. i want her to be built like a brick wall. its essential#and two. i think it matters more if she accomplishes her goals through brute force and hard work rather than being born-#-with the ability to do what she wants. as that's kind of her motif from the start isn't it#anyways i've given this more thought than necessary#zor with a HUUUGE hoard of gold its their favorite they love it so much. their yummy treasure.#and their silly little ponies to collect it for them or else. yay
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the political message in tf kills me because it is so complex and it reflects real life so well that it's painful
it's hard to choose a side because both are bad. it's hard to choose a side because war is cruel and so is everyone involved in it. there is no way to escape the violence once you enter this cycle
there are multiple ways of viewing it. the war starts with a revolution that has long since turned into a desire for control. megatron wanted to be free, at first, and yet in the end, he was only another colonizer
the war starts because no one did anything about the treatment of the miners. it starts because people turned a blind eye to the cruelty that was happening right before them
it starts when two people fighting for freedom take their ideals to the extreme. it starts when one refuses to kill and when one bathes in blood
it's just such a complicated conflict
#but in the end it's nothing more than fiction#arguing over which side is better will do nothing to solve global issues (aimed. at the idiots on tiktok mostly lol)#it is fun to watch the arguments though! everyone has some very valid points and i like hearing them#it's almost like real life politics#transformers#tf#avis talks#see it is so important to me that in many versions the war starts because two dudes decide the goverment should go fuck itself#and then disagreed on the methods of how to actually make the goverment go fuck itself#it's hard to pick a side because they're both right and they're both wrong#sometimes violence is necessary to get people to listen to you. however this does not mean you should try to put yourself in charge via it#and its always best to find a peaceful resolution to things; however the people are angry and they will not rest until they get the+#consolation that it will never happen again. their anger is valid and so is yours. do something about it#ah dont mind me im just ranting#Transformers one
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SU SU SU SUPER NOVA !!!
#I LOVE ITTTT ALL THE HYPER POP EDM AESPA GOODNESS I WANTEDDD OMGGGGGG#the mv is so fun the only portion i didn't like was where they made the faces on the stills move like that threw off the pacing so hard but#alas bc everything else was CRAZYYYY#i watched it 3 times in a row bc i was like i can't miss a thing 👁👄👁#ALSOOOO NING FIRST VERSE HELLOOOOOOO SHE SOUNDS INSANE AND THEN SECOND FAVORITE KARINA 2ND VERSE OMGGGGG#GAGGGGGEEEDDDDDD#also the lyrics made me think that in supernova they might be their parallel selves ?? like how they talked abt in drama lyrics abt chasing#their parallels and i think in supernova now we might be seeing them esp bc they keep saying “where did we come from” like they#acknowledge it almost there but#i can't say too much bc i'm honestly not in too deep with aespa lore but anyways#did i also hear incoming producer tag in the beginning bc OFC IT WOULD BE DEM JOINTZ WE LOVE YOU IN THIS HOUSE !!!!#yeah i love it i can't wait for the full album 😤😤😤#also yes this many gifs were necessary#000
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Color and shading study. On an elevator. We go on the elevator together.
#my art#i really didn't go into this one with much idea other than 'i should put an anime girl in an elevator' to study shading#then I took a photo in work elevator and slapped in an anime girl#I was admittedly not thinking much on her design..#was instead thinking about how colors are influenced by their background and so tried picking her colors from the photo#with quasirealistic shading on anime girls it's hard to know what lineart is necessary for depth and what lineart can be forgotten...#i watched a youtube video mentioning 'leave your style for a bit if you want to improve faster' so i may do that#i may draw really animey for studies like this one for funsies and to get myself out of my head
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also whats weird is like, that mushroom gotta be like ATTACHED to his brain?? no way he doesnt have brain damage from that. also its not hard to imagine that with all his intense mushroom use, that he'd have some sort of substance use disorder. and he is, suddenly, in a DEATH CULT. actually. i dont feel like anyone talks about the last part. ?? doesnt anyone wonder how hard it would be to adjust just suddenly. being in a cult? we dont really know how his life was before but if he wasnt in a cult beforehand then id imagine all the Cult Stuff would be at least a little uncomfortable.
I guess it would depend to what extent we're leaning into the parasite actually being a cordycep. Because if we're going full throttle on that, teeechnically cordyceps don't attach to the brain at all and only control the musculature; hence why I always hc'd that there's two different mushrooms involved, with the menticide doing the brain fuckery and the cordycep doing. The everything else
But at the same time it could very well just be advanced cordycep and we can make up whatever rules we want ! But YES, regardless, there is some brain nonsense happening that would ABSOLUTELY have everlasting effects on this ant. Not to mention if the cordyceps DID have control of his muscular system, then his entire body has got to be feeling the effects of it as well.
So he's here, in a death cult, probably having to re-learn how to walk and suffering extreme withdrawal symptoms as well as memory loss.
ANd no nobody ever considers the full ramifications of the death cult because everybody is a coward and won't consider how horrifying cults actually are!!!!!! And to be a disabled old man suddenly thrust into a scary ass scenario where people are being sacrificed and brought back to life around you while you can't even remember how old you are or where you've been the past few years because time was fucked while you were Shroomed, it HAS to be HORRIFYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But at the same time it really just works out from a cultist perspective. He's already isolated, vulnerable, and probably only halfway lucid at any given point. He'd be extremely easy to manipulate and keep dependent on the cult. After all, they're keeping him safe there, it's dangerous out there. (Not to mention him just feeling some inherent loyalty to the Lamb upon becoming sober, which certainly wouldn't do him any favors)
Like what's he going to do? Leave? Stumble out, suffering withdrawl, into the Lands of the Old Faith?? As an old man??????????
He has no CHOICE but to make peace with where he is. Despite all the questions about if his FAMILY is even STILL ALIVE. Despite having no idea what he DID while under the influence. Despite the HORRORS around every CORNER
It's FUCKED!!!!! It's AWFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#i think too hard about the cult stuff because . And this might sound weird but idk. I was obsessed with cults when I was younger#There was just always something so fascinating about it to me#Like. Horrifying. Uniquely and utterly horrifying. But so fascinating#Reading and watching the stories of people who have escaped from cults is so fucking scary. Just how easily people can be taken#advantage of. And then lengths some cults go to. It's horrible. It's awful#But yeah I did like whole class presentations on cults and made multiple storylines based on cults because again. Weird fascination#So when it comes to cotl specifically it's like. I look around at everyone like Ohhh Ok. None of you know how cults really are#None of you are willing to tackle the Horrors of Cult Life . at least most of you aren't#hence why i have been tagging my cotl fics with ''cultists and the necessary horrors'' because I Will Not shy away from that actually#cults are fucking scary man. things get dark#But at the same time I totally understand not wanting to implement that too far into the silly cute lamb game that#doesn't take itself that serious. I Totally Get not wanting to delve into all that. but also. I think more people should delve into that#this is a cult game about cults. multiple. all of different severities. there is so much to be done with that#ok i'll shut up. This was just one of those weird interests of mine when I was younger that now I just have way too much info on#ask#sozo
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very happy Matt decided to clarify his stance on the genocide of the Palestinian people rn. Pretty unhappy with the way he worded it, who he centered in his video, and disappointed to see the responses to it on Twitter.
kinda scared to even post about it bc CR fans can get so defensive about their favorite white people that they can often leave little room for criticism or nuance. but man I have thoughts.
#lemme just say. if you have a public platform that has set a precedent for philanthropic work. messages of positivity and love.#and have called attention to various political and social conflicts *in stream*. & whose employees and cast members are vocal#on socials about political topics#then it is NOT unreasonable for fans to expect them to address one of the deadliest orchestrated conflicts in recent history#a literal genocide is happening. thanks in part to the US.#it is good that they donated as a company and as individuals. so good!#but to everyone saying that publicizing good deeds like donations is virtue signaling or demanding CR cast to show their support is#or that activism shouldnt be all about what you post bc then it becomes performative#are kinda missing the point. and theyre not listening to palestinians at all#a huge issue with this conflict & the way its being received in the western world - ESPECIALLY the US bc of its partnership w israel -#is the sheer amount of disgusting minsinformation and propaganda convincing ppl this genocide is either not that bad or that its necessary#everyday citizens CANNOT change foreign policy. we cant do anything!#so what have Palestinians been asking us to do?? SPREAD AWARENESS ON SOCIAL MEDIA. MAKE PEOPLE AWARE. UPLIFT PALESTINIAN VOICES. SHARE LINKS#SHOW PPL THE TRUTH.#and yes its hard! its difficult to watch what theyre going thru. but we HAVE to.#i didnt rlly like matts statement. he said he didnt have the spoons to engage in the discourse. which i get. god i get it.#but ive also seen many many creators/influencers who are also disabled or whose families are directly involved gather their spoons to help#and no one was asking CR to harm themselves in the name of helping palestine. we only wanted them to spread awareness#bc the comments on their tweet about finally donating were full of mostly white centrist takes not able to see any benefit to donating or#addressing the issue at all. which is EXACTLY why CR should addresss it. bc they can reach so many who dont understand#but theyd been radio silent for almost 5 months. i didnt like that he didnt really apologize. i didnt like that he centered himself#i didnt like his lowkey flippant language either. saying all that.. ridiculousness in regards to a genocide not well worded.#but i dont feel right holding that against him. should he have thought it through better? sure but i get it#& unfortunately his parting message left a bad taste in my mouth - one of positivity & self care & hugging each other#nice important words but it didnt feel like he was talking about ppl who are affected by this conflict. but rather ppl who are watching#it just felt like a very white thing to say in response to this. we are not burdened and easily victimized bc of it#we are responsible. and so we must center palestinians.#if i were him i wldnt have gone in detail about how hard the palestinian genocide is for me to watch.#but thats just me#*CORRECTION: radio silent for almost 4 months
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i have this unfounded theory that a lot of media is so consumed with trying to one-up each other and be different that they forget that simplicity is often just as effective of a tool in telling a compelling and cohesive story
#uhhhh me#i'm not sure different is the right word but idk how else to say it#like they're trying to show how creative and unique they are but at the cost of telling a straightforward story. u know#i just saw IF and the first half of the movie was actually really good#it gave me old school kids movie vibes#but when they introduced the concept of the retirement home full of imaginary friends it kinda got convoluted#to me it was them trying to put a spin on the concept of imaginary friends by bureaucracy-fying it#but in the end that whole idea wasn't even necessary#it had very little to do with bea's arc and the interviews went on for too long for no reason except to get laughs#when the movie didn't need it! it already had a casual funny tone!#to me the movie could have just kept with blossom and blue and cal (and keith if you really want)#and forgone the entire retirement altogether#just have bea trying to reunite blossom and blue with their humans and then reuniting cal with herself#like yeah sure you lose the hopeful ending of all the IFs finding humans again HOWEVER i feel that wasn't the point of the movie anyway#the point was bea needing to learn it's okay to still be a kid in hard times and it's okay to still need childish things when you grow up#it's simple but simplicity works#ofc nuance not saying complex movies can never be good bc a lot of them are#it's just that i feel like convolution is becoming more and more of a problem in media#source: i watch way too many damn movies
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Hi! As someone who now kinda wants to check out Trigun because of the hype, do you recommend that I can start with Stampede? Or do I really need to watch the OG anime first to better understand/enjoy it? Thank you! 🙋🏻♀️
you can start with stampede! i'd say knowing the context of the original enhances the experience but isn't necessary to enjoy the show. I would consider stampede more viewer-friendly, especially for those of us who are used to modern storytelling conventions (the original suffers the consequences of general writing trends in anime at the time it was produced and of the fact that it was produced long before the manga was finished, so the story is somewhat disjointed and has a lot of filler which makes it REALLY hard to get into.) if you do end up liking stampede, however, I'd suggest trying out watching at least SOME of the original because it adds a lot of cool nuance and context to the story that stampede tells!
#your only REAL handicap is that you're missing out on references that clue you into the context of the story early on#and quite a few references in the finale. but none of those references are hugely necessary to understand the plot so you should be fine!#i didn't DISLIKE the origial and like i said im glad i watched it first but it was. REALLY hard to get into.#even as someone who understands writing trends & enjoys a lot of older anime trigun is. a product of its time.#there's almost no context given for the story you're witnessing until a good 20 episodes in.#the main villain isn't named at all until halfway through the runtime#and even TWO EPISODES BEFORE THE FINALE i still did not have enough information to fully understand what the hell was going on#vash was going into the final fucking battle and i still didn't know what knives WAS let alone what the fuck he WANTED#not to mention nick was FULLY DEAD and i still didnt know what his deal was. like ok go off king have ur moment bleeding out in the church#but can you EXPLAIN WHATS GOING ON BEFORE YOU SUCCUMB TO THE BLOOD LOSS PLEASEEEEEEEE GOD#stampede does that whole thing WAY better imo. it sprinkles the backstory more naturally throughout the show#again. part of this is 90s writing conventions. but there's only so much i can take fr#it was like comparable to evangelion in terms of LACK OF CONTEXT#anyways. this isnt supposed to be me complaining about the original. it had its moments. i watched 24 episodes of it like it was not BAD#but like. i think the story really benefits from the way that stampede chooses to lay everything out. is what im saying.#tldr watch them in whatever order but if you like stampede try the original#you might not like it more than stampede but you WILL feel cool when you realize how it all relates to stampede#asks#vash is also WAAAAAY sexier in stampede. HOWEVER. the women of the show are like 10 times sexier in the original. so. pick your poison ig
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need to get better about keeping up with my daily journal. i went months without writing in it after my most recent breakup and now its difficult for me to get back into the habit.
#ongoing depression making me unmotivated to do anything unless absolutely vitally necessary… yeah.#not depressed over the ex but like i always feel happier when i have a purpose like loving someone idk? does that make sense. like#im living for more than just myself when i have someone else to care about#its just hard to care about myself FOR myself#but i need to journal and get my thoughts out honestly#otherwise i spend all my time listening to music#watching tv or reading so im not alone with my thoughts. so#anyway#nicky shut up
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